Mother's day...

Dear birth mom,

I wonder where you are... I wonder if you wonder what happened to your son.

I wish I could tell you how he became our little wonder. How he’s turning into a caring boy. I wish you could see the sparkle in his eye and the smile that lights up his face. I wish you could feel his hand on your cheek. I wish I could lighten the pain I’m sure you’re feeling when you think of him. No mother relinquishes her child without thought.

I wish I could tell him who you are, what you look like and how much you loved him. I wish he got a chance to know you, I wish he could have had a happy life with you but things turned out differently.

I promise I love him as my own, I will love him through the good and bad and above all I will keep your memory alive. Even though we don’t know who you are, we know you are and always will be his birth mom and for that I am eternally grateful.


Happy mother’s day to all those birth moms who had to make the impossible choice. This is your day as much as it is ours.


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  1. carminda brendelMay 26, 2015 at 10:04 AM

    Wow....you're so selfless, so incredible....really a special human. How deep of you to share such kind words. ABSOLUTELY Inspirational x

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